Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Walking out the doors of Columbia

Every time I leave Children's hospital, ever time I walk through those doors, I think about having to walk out without Jack.  And I always say.. there no way I could do that, leave without him.

Tonight I was supposed to leave and to take care of my girls.  Jack's dad called and said.. I am not leaving my apartment till you leave.  I told "I will leave but hurry because he so sad"... his dad said every time you say that I get there and he is whistling.  I think its me.  I can not leave him.  And coming home, when he is here.. there is a huge whole here.  I need him...  So to all of you mothers who have to leave without your babies.. I know how that feels.  And I am so very sorry.   xxx,

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