Most do not know what it is like, and with all my heart I hope they never do. Its a lot of sitting around and waiting.. waiting to find out if your child is going to live or die, waiting for tests, waiting for test results, waiting for doctors to make round for the two minutes they are going to tell you where you are.
Its hard to leave your child because often they need, they need you to find the doc because their line has blown, they need you because they are getting sick, they need help getting to the bathroom, they need to know they are not alone.
When finally they fall asleep you are left with just you and your fears. Some eat, some drink, I am choosing to keep this journal.
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